a compendium of musings and rants from Alison Beightol, who is old enough to know better.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
sweaters for all!!!
if worrying was knitting, all my friends would have 10 sweaters each. I have a list of things that I am worrying about. it's a short list but I am still worrying. I hate that I worry so much about things. usually I do it over things I can't control but I still tear myself up. I have to go to to court tomorrow in jacksonville and I have worried myself about sick about it. it is just a quick non felonious thing but I am still sick about it. part of it is I don't know what to expect but damn. and I am missing my art history exam so I will have to make that up. all of those things then spin into a litany of other small things that maintain a constant feeling of edgy doom and concern and I HATE that.