well, true to my over reacting nature my ability to I am questioning my ability to write. I made the mistake of reading some more critiques and immediately wanted to shred my manuscript and start over. this apparently not sane thinking. super editor told me as much. after taking a step back, I agree. I have got to stop flipping out and listening to only those who matter and not every other person who thinks that their opinion is golden. the old saying opinions are like ass holes is oh so true. some just like showing their's more than others.